My new Mantra in Life!
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
A New Beggining!
I'm back... I know Its been ages... But...
I thought blogging would be a good way to vent out... My own personal online journal... Sure seems like fun doesn't it. The good times.. The bad... I'm gonna go thru it all. My life's now an open book. Here's to a new blog... a New Beginning... a New LIFE!
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
What If
Would it have been different, if you knew that the last time was your 'last'?
The last icecream would've been creamier,
The last chocolate would've been sweeter,
The last bus ride would've been more scenic,
The last walk into church would've been holier,
The last joke you heard would've been funnier.
The last day would've been more radiant.
The last hug would've been warmer,
The last kiss would've been longer!
Would it have been different, if you knew that the last time was your 'last'?
The last icecream would've been creamier,
The last chocolate would've been sweeter,
The last bus ride would've been more scenic,
The last walk into church would've been holier,
The last joke you heard would've been funnier.
The last day would've been more radiant.
The last hug would've been warmer,
The last kiss would've been longer!
Would it have been different, if you knew that the last time was your 'last'?
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
I 'Hate' your phone!
I 'HATE' your attitude!
Hate is just such a strong word and I personally wouldn't use it if I don't really mean to offend the other person. But though hate can be considered a very heavy word, I believe that the opposite of love isn't hate; it is indifference. Coz if you hate someone, it means you still care! Now I'm sure I've heard this somewhere before...just cant seem place it!
Today has been a roller coaster ride non-the less.
Woke up to the deafening noise of something bursting. It's nothing. Just probably someone lighting a fire cracker. --- there I could swear I heard it again. --- and it was coming from downstairs.
Might be an issue with the electricity board. Might be a burglar. Might be just fire crackers.
I slipped my robe on and went downstairs, all grogy eyed. Noticed his room shut. All was quiet. Silence. Yeah, it was fire crackers. Turned to go back to my room and back to bed. Caught a glimpse of the clock. 2:07. --- there it was again. I turned around and there it was.Flames... Like the goddess of wrath came down on our house. Flames... I was right about one thing. It was the electricity board. Spark...Spark...Spark...Flame... Thats what happened. Atleast thats what we think did. No one was hurt in the accident. The fire truck came. They did their job. We went back to bed.
Grogy morning. No electricity. Nothing could be done until the inspections were over.
Hot... Sunny day... Not the best day to tick someone of or even touch someone on the wrong side. Ofcourse these are his favourite days. His days to start being his alter again. He has strted ignoring me coz I didnt agree to do something he wanted me to. Just so typical.
All I did was speak my mind. I didn't agree to his proposal, coz he's so sure I can do it and I'm so sure I can't. He expect nothing less than excellence from me and I just can't deliver. He doesn't realise that because of me this deal won't go through and how much that would affect me.
I wish there was a way to talk to him about this and not a computer, but this will have to do for now!
Yeah I know... I'm confused! Been told that a lot!
Hate is just such a strong word and I personally wouldn't use it if I don't really mean to offend the other person. But though hate can be considered a very heavy word, I believe that the opposite of love isn't hate; it is indifference. Coz if you hate someone, it means you still care! Now I'm sure I've heard this somewhere before...just cant seem place it!
Today has been a roller coaster ride non-the less.
Woke up to the deafening noise of something bursting. It's nothing. Just probably someone lighting a fire cracker. --- there I could swear I heard it again. --- and it was coming from downstairs.
Might be an issue with the electricity board. Might be a burglar. Might be just fire crackers.
I slipped my robe on and went downstairs, all grogy eyed. Noticed his room shut. All was quiet. Silence. Yeah, it was fire crackers. Turned to go back to my room and back to bed. Caught a glimpse of the clock. 2:07. --- there it was again. I turned around and there it was.Flames... Like the goddess of wrath came down on our house. Flames... I was right about one thing. It was the electricity board. Spark...Spark...Spark...Flame... Thats what happened. Atleast thats what we think did. No one was hurt in the accident. The fire truck came. They did their job. We went back to bed.
Grogy morning. No electricity. Nothing could be done until the inspections were over.
Hot... Sunny day... Not the best day to tick someone of or even touch someone on the wrong side. Ofcourse these are his favourite days. His days to start being his alter again. He has strted ignoring me coz I didnt agree to do something he wanted me to. Just so typical.
All I did was speak my mind. I didn't agree to his proposal, coz he's so sure I can do it and I'm so sure I can't. He expect nothing less than excellence from me and I just can't deliver. He doesn't realise that because of me this deal won't go through and how much that would affect me.
I wish there was a way to talk to him about this and not a computer, but this will have to do for now!
Yeah I know... I'm confused! Been told that a lot!
Monday, April 16, 2007
-T-O-D-A-Y-
Today was a good day!
The sun actually felt great today!
My back hurts! But this cant be helped anymore!
Today is a beautiful!
The ugly tree next door looked beautiful!
Work didn’t seem so bad!
Life doesn’t seem so bad. With the passing of the day, I realized I am not alone. My friendshave gone through life with me. A very dear friend of mine has been a big influence in my life and the fact is that I eventually look for her approval more than anything. In a way I think all of us look for approval in someone or the other. When life seems so low, and she knows exactly what to do to life your spirits, you feel a sense of warmth. I have gotta run now, coz If I start writing about this, I can go on and on. Why is it that I am suddenly filled with such a warmth that I’m smiling again.
Yes, Today is a Beautiful Day!
The sun actually felt great today!
My back hurts! But this cant be helped anymore!
Today is a beautiful!
The ugly tree next door looked beautiful!
Work didn’t seem so bad!
Life doesn’t seem so bad. With the passing of the day, I realized I am not alone. My friendshave gone through life with me. A very dear friend of mine has been a big influence in my life and the fact is that I eventually look for her approval more than anything. In a way I think all of us look for approval in someone or the other. When life seems so low, and she knows exactly what to do to life your spirits, you feel a sense of warmth. I have gotta run now, coz If I start writing about this, I can go on and on. Why is it that I am suddenly filled with such a warmth that I’m smiling again.
Yes, Today is a Beautiful Day!
Saturday, April 14, 2007
DAMED IF YOU DO, DAMED IF YOU DON’T!
If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn.
If you're quiet, he argues with you anyway.
If you call him, he says he’s busy.
If he calls you, he thinks you should be grateful.
If you don't act like you love him, he'll try to win you over.
If you tell him you love him, he takes advantage of you.
If you dress sexy, he says your butt looks big.
If you don't dress nice, he says you look bad.
When you don't sleep with him, he says you don't love him.
If you do sleep with him, he only does it the way he likes it.
If you tell him your problems, he pretends to listen, but doesn’t care,
If you don't, he says you don't trust him.
If you try to bring up a problem, he says you're never satisfied.
If he brings up a problem, he yells.
If you yell, he hits you.
If you don't, he hits you anyway!
Damned If You Do! Damned If You Don't!
If you're quiet, he argues with you anyway.
If you call him, he says he’s busy.
If he calls you, he thinks you should be grateful.
If you don't act like you love him, he'll try to win you over.
If you tell him you love him, he takes advantage of you.
If you dress sexy, he says your butt looks big.
If you don't dress nice, he says you look bad.
When you don't sleep with him, he says you don't love him.
If you do sleep with him, he only does it the way he likes it.
If you tell him your problems, he pretends to listen, but doesn’t care,
If you don't, he says you don't trust him.
If you try to bring up a problem, he says you're never satisfied.
If he brings up a problem, he yells.
If you yell, he hits you.
If you don't, he hits you anyway!
Damned If You Do! Damned If You Don't!
Talk about Life!
Is life a highway?
And do I want to ride it?
Am I fed up already?
Could it be possible?
In a matter of a minute I can think of a hundred unanswered questions!
Unanswered coz that’s what life is about. It is about venturing into the unknown and conquering the unfathomable. Life can seem endless at times. Even ‘bottomless’. Its like you think this is the end of your problems, where in fact it is just the beginning of the next! But the funny thing is ‘Life goes on!’
You know what… Though I sound all grey today… today is comparatively a good day! Well at least so far!
And do I want to ride it?
Am I fed up already?
Could it be possible?
In a matter of a minute I can think of a hundred unanswered questions!
Unanswered coz that’s what life is about. It is about venturing into the unknown and conquering the unfathomable. Life can seem endless at times. Even ‘bottomless’. Its like you think this is the end of your problems, where in fact it is just the beginning of the next! But the funny thing is ‘Life goes on!’
You know what… Though I sound all grey today… today is comparatively a good day! Well at least so far!
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